Last Love chapter 64

“Han Jiangque, don’t worry.”

Wen Ke had just recovered from a semi-shocked state and was still weak, so his voice was low.

“Xiao Ke, how… how is it possible… twins?” his voice, despite efforts to restrain it, still carried a hint of anxiety.

It might have been a somewhat absurd question, but Wen Ke understood what Han Jiangque meant.

“Twins are good, aren’t they?” He had a pale face but managed a faint smile.

Though Wen Ke’s heart was also uneasy, sometimes comforting Han Jiangque seemed to be an instinct for him. Even when he was scared himself, he remembered to reach out and gently stroke Han Jiangque’s head.

Han Jiangque remained silent. After a while, he couldn’t help lowering his head to gently nuzzle Wen Ke’s nose with his own.

Han Jiangque, who usually appeared tall and solemn, had a noticeable reaction when feeling uneasy in front of Wen Ke, resembling a restless large animal.

“It’s okay,” Wen Ke reassured, understanding his nervousness. He repeated, “I can do this.”

As he said this, a complex mix of emotions surged within him. The phrase “I can do this” was said with less certainty than he realized, something he had never dared to say before.

Yet, when he had pushed this matter out of his mind, twins unexpectedly arrived.

Thinking back to the apologies he had repeatedly made for being unable to conceive, the numbness and helplessness at that time, and contrasting it with the current surprise, confusion, and helplessness, life seemed to have a peculiar sense of humor.

If the timing were different, even if it was just a few months later, his feelings would be purer. But now, it all felt too sudden.

Perhaps people could never grasp the course of life. It was so ordinary yet so bizarre, a mix of joy and sorrow.

After a while, the female doctor knocked on the door and entered.

“How is it? The young couple must be overjoyed,” the doctor said with a smile. “Did you inform your families?”

Unable to feel as happy as the doctor thought they were, Wen Ke felt a bit embarrassed and could only smile awkwardly.

Without waiting for him to answer in detail, the doctor sat down and said seriously, “Now, let’s talk about something important. As you may know, Mr. Wen’s gland conditions are not optimal. Getting pregnant during a weak period is a somewhat risky endeavor, and it puts a considerable strain on an Omega’s body. Moreover, the probability of him conceiving again in the future will be very low. So, if you really want children, you must be extremely careful with this pregnancy.”

Although the doctor’s words were cautious, Wen Ke immediately understood. This accidental pregnancy might be his only chance for childbirth.

“Mr. Wen, are you currently employed?”

“Uh… somewhat,” Wen Ke hesitated for a moment before answering.

“I see,” the doctor pondered. “In this situation, if the financial conditions allow, I would suggest putting work aside for now and focusing on staying at home to nurture the pregnancy. It’s the most prudent choice. Being pregnant with twins during a weak period is already a strenuous task, and the symptoms during pregnancy will be more pronounced. Also, fatigue is one aspect, but stress and emotional fluctuations will affect your physical condition. Of course, the specifics of the arrangement depend on your own decision.”

Wen Ke’s heart skipped a beat.

The doctor’s suggestion collided with his previously vague concerns. This was undoubtedly what he feared the most.

He turned his head to look at Han Jiangque, and the Alpha’s expression was not very pleasing. He remained silent.

“Also, are you two officially marked yet?”

The doctor frowned slightly and said, “Don’t delay it for too long. After all, when it comes time to deliver, only an Alpha who’s officially marked you can alleviate your pain. You should act quickly.”

…

Leaving the hospital, Han Jiangque held Wen Ke’s hand carefully. It wasn’t until both of them were in the car that he leaned over to help Wen Ke fasten his seatbelt.

This action suddenly reminded Wen Ke of the time they reunited—

He was pressed against the corner of the cabinet by Zhuo Yuan, his gland pain tearing at his heart and lungs. He was almost going into shock, sitting downstairs in a daze, and it was Han Jiangque who took him to the hospital.

That day, Han Jiangque also approached carefully, then meticulously and gently helped him fasten his seatbelt.

Han Jiangque was someone who could tear open a corner of the night for him.

He had been infertile all along, only to suddenly become pregnant with two little ones after reuniting with Han Jiangque.

Was this fate?

Suddenly, Wen Ke felt his nose tingle, a strong and overwhelming emotion engulfing him. He couldn’t help but reach out and tightly hug Han Jiangque.

Many, many emotions surged within him—bitterness, joy, panic, confusion, and so much more, intertwined. He didn’t even know where to begin.

“Wen Ke.”

Han Jiangque also reached back and hugged him.

Just as Wen Ke was about to speak, he suddenly heard Han Jiangque’s deep voice say, “Let go of the matters about the Last love app. Leave it to someone else. For the Blue Rain meeting, let Fu Xiaoyu handle it. Since you’re pregnant, don’t force yourself to worry about these things. Don’t think about work for now.”

Wen Ke was instantly stunned.

In that moment, it seemed like a flash of insight crossed his mind, and he couldn’t help but ask with a slightly trembling voice, “Han Jiangque, did Fu Xiaoyu suddenly join… because I might get pregnant, so you asked for his help in advance?”

“…” Han Jiangque fell silent for a moment and finally responded, “Yes.”

Wen Ke didn’t say anything more. He just gently pushed away Han Jiangque like that.

“What’s wrong?” Han Jiangque looked at him in confusion.

” Han Jiangque…” Wen Ke lowered his head, looking at his sharp and handsome white suit, running his fingers over the fabric’s texture. After a long pause, he continued, “You bought me so many high-end suits, but it seems like you don’t know why I wear them. Han Jiangque, I really want to be a successful and capable Omega like Fu Xiaoyu. All my life, I’ve wanted to do something meaningful for myself. This app, for me, is not a task I must complete, but my dream. After the divorce, I thought I could get closer to my dream, but for some reason, now I feel… it seems like, in your eyes, I can never be as outstanding as Fu Xiaoyu.”

“Wen Ke, I…”

Han Jiangque stared blankly at the Omega curled up slightly in the seat.

“I just feel, I feel… Han Jiangque, sometimes, it seems like you really don’t understand me.”

Wen Ke didn’t make eye contact with Han Jiangque but turned his head, looking out the car window with an expressionless gaze, murmuring, “I’m a bit tired. Let’s go home.”

Han Jiangque’s fingers gripped the steering wheel. Strangely, the smooth surface seemed to suddenly sprout thorns, pricking his fingertips with an indescribable pain.

Wen Ke was disappointed in him.

Disappointment, this emotion was scarier than anger, sadness—it made him afraid.

In that instant, a strong, black hole-like fear swallowed him.

Like a small animal frozen in fear of imminent danger, he sat in his seat, motionless, unable to utter a word.

It seemed like people could never escape the nightmares of their childhood.

When he was young, his memory was poor, his grades were poor, and he was always disappointing his Omega father.

He feared that kind of gaze; he feared disappointing others.

Every time he was scolded and beaten in anger, he would be like this, bowing his head, pressing against the wall, not moving at all, even making his breath silent.

This habit persisted into high school. Even if he built a layer of hard armor in his frightened heart, even if everyone thought he was a delinquent student who didn’t care about anything.

But in reality, every time a teacher pulled him out for reprimand, he would secretly fantasize that he was a dead hedgehog—

Perhaps the next second, it would collapse with a thump, lying on the ground, raising a few traces of fine dust.

Sometimes, he relied on the fantasy of not existing in this world to get through those painful and unavoidable moments.

Han Jiangque took a deep breath. He looked at the desolate twilight outside the car window and silently started the car.